Rec Jason's love letter last night and was laughing and feeling so sweet as I read it yesterday.
Hehe.
My first love letter~;p
Today is our 15th +1 month anniversary.Am certainly looking fwd to a romantic good time,that is long due.
Slipped into a minor depression lately,and I tell you..that kinda feeling is horrible.It is like watching urself going insane but you cannot control ur every moves.
For eg,back in ur mind you are trying to calm urself down.But then your actions and everything are getting outta control.
The day before last night,my dad was in my room helping me to clean the portable fan.Deep inside I desperately wanna be alone and just sleep but I cant just tell my dad to get out.There I was trying to answer to him but I was yanking my hair as if trying to pull them off.
At that point of time,I thought I am gg insane.I cried then I laughed.It was pretty cynical and I thought I will be mad.
But thank god,I was pretty alright when I came to work.Somehow I managed to calm myself down.Phew~
And last night Jason wanted to come and fetch me after my tuition.But ironically I boarded the bus he alighted and we ended up missing each other.This sounds like some drama plot huh.
But still he came to my house and we chatted under the block.
That night he was my buddy.
How nice it would be to share a relationship with a guy that is not only your lover,but your guardian angel,your buddy,your anger venting machine,your grumbling venting machine,your everything.haha.
We are not just talking about the good side of relationship always.
Do I look fwd to the point of time when I can look back and realised how much this love has make us to grow?;)
Hehe.
My first love letter~;p
Today is our 15th +1 month anniversary.Am certainly looking fwd to a romantic good time,that is long due.
Slipped into a minor depression lately,and I tell you..that kinda feeling is horrible.It is like watching urself going insane but you cannot control ur every moves.
For eg,back in ur mind you are trying to calm urself down.But then your actions and everything are getting outta control.
The day before last night,my dad was in my room helping me to clean the portable fan.Deep inside I desperately wanna be alone and just sleep but I cant just tell my dad to get out.There I was trying to answer to him but I was yanking my hair as if trying to pull them off.
At that point of time,I thought I am gg insane.I cried then I laughed.It was pretty cynical and I thought I will be mad.
But thank god,I was pretty alright when I came to work.Somehow I managed to calm myself down.Phew~
And last night Jason wanted to come and fetch me after my tuition.But ironically I boarded the bus he alighted and we ended up missing each other.This sounds like some drama plot huh.
But still he came to my house and we chatted under the block.
That night he was my buddy.
How nice it would be to share a relationship with a guy that is not only your lover,but your guardian angel,your buddy,your anger venting machine,your grumbling venting machine,your everything.haha.
We are not just talking about the good side of relationship always.
Do I look fwd to the point of time when I can look back and realised how much this love has make us to grow?;)

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